testimony

I've had a lot on my mind today.

And in light of the news that was brought to me today, and what has been a constant theme of this past year, and the almost-car accident,

 I wanted to share my testimony.

The roads were pretty bad today as I was driving from Bountiful to Ogden. It was my first real time driving in the snow. I never had a car in the winter time up in Idaho and when I lived out east- it was never a concern.

I was doing pretty well and then missed my exit and ended up on a small little road in the middle of nowhere. I was nervous because there were no lights, few cars, and I had no idea where I was in case something did happen. A big work truck was heading towards me and I tried to move right as to give it more room. In my attempt to inch over, I must have hit some black ice and swerved right into his lane. I just remember screaming "NO, No, No!" and turning the wheel away from him then closing my eyes and bracing my face.

When I opened my eyes the truck was in the rear view and I had hit the snow bank.

Immediately, I just thanked my Heavenly Father for being there with me and for protecting me.

The song playing from my CD was, "I Know That My Redeemer Lives"

I know my Redeemer lives. And I know that the gospel was restored through a young boy with a sincere question and deep faith. I know Joseph Smith is a prophet, and that he did see God the Father and His Son, Jesus Christ, and when we get to the other side, I cannot wait to shake his hand and thank him for his many sacrifices and his steady example of faith.

I know the Book of Mormon is true. I remember the peace I felt as a little 14 year old girl who wanted to feel the Lord speak to her and answer her prayers. And each time since, I have felt the power it brings, the strength it builds, and the truthfulness it speaks.

I have a testimony of obedience. I know that when we choose to put the Lord first, we find true joy. I know this is true. I know the small things truly manifest the great.

I am grateful for the atonement; still understanding that He loved me enough to give His life to atone for my many sins, sorrows, pains, and aches;  and that it was such an individual thing. I am so grateful that there is a way through Him for me to become better and return home again with my Heavenly Father.

I am grateful for trials. The Lord knows our potential and sees things in us we cannot see for ourselves. He knows the trials we can bear and prepares us for them along the way. They are sent to mold us and make us stronger, to strengthen our faith, increase our knowledge and understanding, learn love and sacrifice. I know I can trust in the Lord to strengthen me through my trials. 

I know that Thomas S. Monson is a living prophet of God sent to lead us and help us in these latter days. I know he is led and called of God and receives revelation and priesthood power to direct and strengthen us. 

I know the best way to bare your testimony is by living it and I will strive each day to "try a little harder to be a little better" for He is my ultimate example.

Brittany